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Friday 30 November 2012

Demiurgic Notions


Cut my arm, let me bleed
Let the scarlet river flow
Paint the town red, more crimson
I feel the rush- I am mad.

Explode, ah, explode!
Let the fire burn, fill me up
The flames lick the edge of my consciousness
They crackle, and the four walls become mere dust.

I am free!
It’s Pandora, the world is paradise.
I see the lines of life gleaming
In skobeloff and pale carmine, cyan and Mikado-yellow.

The silver-shot amethyst sky
Bathes me with its soft glow
Gypsy fey peep from the tree hollows
I laugh; the few wisps of restraint vanish
We dance wildly in that wonderland
Circle going on circle, music flowing like water
My head snaps back, I breathe in deeply
Glorious beauty, I am filled with thee.

What’s this?!?
I gasp; I emerge
The easel stands proudly
The brushes droop, tired out

My head sags in defeat
What of the filled canvas?
It is but a swift reflection,
A mere ripple in the mighty sea

For the ambrosia I have just tasted
Is like the juice of goblin fruit
I am forever thirsty, I want more
And what I have glimpsed, is nothing compared to this quotidian world.